Three years since I’ve given you a hug. Every time I close my eyes, I see your smiling face. XXX I’ve been camping one, maybe two times since you left. The way your eyes seemed to light up. I haven’t been out fourwheeling either, that was supposed to be “our day” we had planned, that never happened. Three years since I’ve heard your laugh. I have to atone for the pain I caused. If you do, or can, I’m eternally grateful to you. That life started June 17, 2011, the journey will never end. I’m reminded of something your mom said, the day we buried you. … Three long years, is just the first steps into the life that I will lead.
